Realizations

Its 8:15 in the morning and, realizations come to me one by one. I wonder if its due to my lack of sleep the whole night, the red blotch beside my nose or junkfood overload yesterday. Mum, A.M. and I are supposed to be meeting up for breakfast at crossroad. We can't. A.M. is there with K.E., T.N. and Aki instead... I sigh in sadness that its them not mommy and I having breakfast together with Akira.

Her decision to abandon my parents when she gave herself up for adoption has had so many repercussions-first to her, to her biological parents and lastly to significant others like Joey and myself.

I must counter these thoughts with scripture. I must recite verses...

And I must concentrate on Charles Stanley's preaching.

Bye blog, thanks for listening.